Tomorrow Will Be Kinder

Right now at this moment,

I just need to blog.

I apologize because it is nothing grand or innovative,

but I must write down my thoughts.

Graduation is only three weeks away.

The largest event I have ever helped plan is in two days.

I am moving in one month.

All of these changes and pressures have nearly brought me to a breaking point this week,

and Murphy's Law is not helping.

Yesterday, 

a fly fell in my coffee;

my laptop was lost for a full hour;

and it was an eleven hour day.

I am not sharing all of this because I want to complain & have a negative post,

but because I just need it.

I need to see all of my tiny bumps in the road for what they really are:

tiny bumps not impossible-to-climb mountains.

Today,

I made sure to do something different.

I took off work,

pampered myself,

did dishes,

watched Glee,

and sat in my favorite coffee shop

just because.

Every day is a learning experience.

This week I am learning to deal with stress and the unknown.

I'm learning when to say no.

Tomorrow will be kinder.

I fully believe that.
I have to believe that.

-Coffeegirl